"Antidepressants are so
Weird because I find my
Self still thinking the same
Old sad thoughts but
Dancing while doing so."
"I’ll shut the door to my heart
and seal it airtight
because I would rather suffocate
than let you walk into my life
and tear me to pieces."
"It’s been 4 months. That’s roughly 17 weeks without you. It has been 120 days since that last, “I’ll always love you, but I don’t think I can do this anymore.” 2,900 hours since you’ve left me. I wish I could say it gets easier. I really, really do. But I have gone through 175,000 minutes without you and it seems as though each 60 second increment is harder to endure than the last. With each minute, hour, week, day, and month that goes by, you’re forgetting me. I have not felt your lips in so long. Please don’t forget. Please don’t forget what my lips taste like. I would give anything to love you once more."
"You were never supposed to mean this much to me; I was never supposed to fall so hard but I did and that’s what keeps me holding on because it hurts like hell to let you go"
"I just want things to go back to normal again. And I hate how the world doesn’t work that way. Why can’t we be allowed to go back and fix things? Why can’t we undo the past? Who says we always have to keep moving forward? Sometimes we should be allowed to go back and change something if we’re not okay with it. Sometimes we need to go back."